This is a small farewell notice to all the wonderful members of the DB.
This place has been a great nursery for me when it comes to the introduction and initiation into the Queer world. Many solid relations were forged and solidified in its mantle here and i will be ever so greatfull about it.
However, I believe The time has come for me to part ways and propel further in life. I am really sorry if I sound very uncaring or escapist or abrupt..but i guess that's the way I have always been...There are few things which I fight for and there are few things I escape from. And one such thing is my aversion to "malice". I am a very sensitive person....my poems are not verbal craftsmanship..they are the fragile pieces of my heart and emotions of my being that I express outwards..hence most of the time they are in First Person. And I take significant amount of precautions so as to protect my sensitive heart.
Throughout my stay, I have consciously stayed ignorant to all politics that happened around me and consciously stayed mum about my observations. However, I don't think I will be able to do that any longer. Thank you all for considering me as your confidant and I deeply apologize if I had ever broken your trust.
But I cannot see the people I have grown close to submerge themselves into the quagmire of Vanity, Pride and Power and nor do I want to associate myself with any such situation.
All through my experience as a law student, i have come across a very important thing.All the cases where the fault lies only on one side..are resolved very very quickly. And that in all major and lengthy conflicts, its never just one party's fault. The fault always lies in both sides. It is the matter of "who has the most amount of faults" which decides the case. However to truly end the conflict, amendments and corrections must be done from both the sides.
And at the end all I will say is..just once before going to bed every night..ask yourself...was all the efforts that we put into all through that day..worth it? Did it give us something valuable and something that we can cherish? Did it give us something that we can store it in our memories and when we look back...we feel a sense of peace and contentment? or was that something that merely gave us a temporary sense of accomplishment and satisfaction?..and the most important ..which one of these do you wish for?
With that I close this chapter. I might come back or I might not..it's the future that holds the answer... If anyone wants to contact me..they are free to do so via facebook .. many people have my facebook contact..ask anyone of them ^_^.
Till then.....Have a nice Life! ^_^ ... *kiss*
